I'm soooo afraid..
May is coming so soon, and should have done the final assignment before that. Then there's the exams.. After that June's coming.. Time to leave surabaya..
Afraid..
Afraid of missing my crazy, geje n lovely friends.. Afraid of missing my beloved Surabaya University..
Afraid of forgetting wonderful moments I've got in this city..
Afraid of moving to Stanford and Singapore.. Afraid that I can't do the course well.. Afraid of making new friends.. Oh God..
So many things that I'm afraid of.. Hmmmphhh...
I know for sure, where ever I am, He's there for me. And I also know I would definetly miss my iritating, irressistable, and yet unforgetable friends.. I love them so much, as much as I love my family :)
I must be thankful.. This oportunity is given to me, and I will do my best..
Sunday 11 April 2010
Thursday 8 April 2010
Always - Kirk Franklin
I was down at the moment, and went to church as usual.
It was the easter ceremony, and the choir starts to sing. I don't usually go too early.
Just once or twice saw the choir coz I'm usually a bit late.
But that day, I went earlier (or perhaps they started a bit late than usual)..
And the choir had just start to sing this song: ALWAYS - (originally by Kirk Franklin)
You know I've had some lonely days
I've made mistakes and had to pay
I've had some friends who walked away
Just like mama told me
But there's someone who's love is real
Who cares about the way I feel (I know you feel)
Every pain that erase every stain
There's peace when I call out Your name
Jesus You're my everything
The cross You did that just for me
So whatever You take me through
I promise You
I'll spend my always with You
No one can touch my heart like You
or make me smile the way You do
I finally found someone who
who really truly loves me
And when my strength has come and gone
Your life in me it makes me strong
Your hand is where my heart belongs
You took all my pain
And erased every strain
Jesus, You're my everything
The cross You did that just for me
So whatever You take me through
I promise You
I'll spend my always with You
Jesus, my whole life has changed
Since the day I cried Your name
For everytime You brought me through
I promise You
I'll spend my always with You
This song was sung along with a flash video from donghaeng. The story about 3 people, asking a pastor to babtize them. And they told the pastor how they've walked to be there. How they read at the bible that Jesus ask them to bring their cross. They DID MAKE a small cross, and CARRIED it on their back! The pastor cried. They said, Jesus has done it for us, and it's now our time. "pastor, would you babtize us?". The pastor cried, then hug them, and said "of course"
I thought about my ups and downs, and realize at those time, I usually forgot HIM! When the choirs sing the verses, I started to cried, as I sing along.. What ever You take me through, I promise You, I'll spend my always with You.. Spend my always with You..
It was the easter ceremony, and the choir starts to sing. I don't usually go too early.
Just once or twice saw the choir coz I'm usually a bit late.
But that day, I went earlier (or perhaps they started a bit late than usual)..
And the choir had just start to sing this song: ALWAYS - (originally by Kirk Franklin)
You know I've had some lonely days
I've made mistakes and had to pay
I've had some friends who walked away
Just like mama told me
But there's someone who's love is real
Who cares about the way I feel (I know you feel)
Every pain that erase every stain
There's peace when I call out Your name
Jesus You're my everything
The cross You did that just for me
So whatever You take me through
I promise You
I'll spend my always with You
No one can touch my heart like You
or make me smile the way You do
I finally found someone who
who really truly loves me
And when my strength has come and gone
Your life in me it makes me strong
Your hand is where my heart belongs
You took all my pain
And erased every strain
Jesus, You're my everything
The cross You did that just for me
So whatever You take me through
I promise You
I'll spend my always with You
Jesus, my whole life has changed
Since the day I cried Your name
For everytime You brought me through
I promise You
I'll spend my always with You
This song was sung along with a flash video from donghaeng. The story about 3 people, asking a pastor to babtize them. And they told the pastor how they've walked to be there. How they read at the bible that Jesus ask them to bring their cross. They DID MAKE a small cross, and CARRIED it on their back! The pastor cried. They said, Jesus has done it for us, and it's now our time. "pastor, would you babtize us?". The pastor cried, then hug them, and said "of course"
I thought about my ups and downs, and realize at those time, I usually forgot HIM! When the choirs sing the verses, I started to cried, as I sing along.. What ever You take me through, I promise You, I'll spend my always with You.. Spend my always with You..
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